It's taken me a few days to go
through the mental garbage in my life and differentiate the many things that I
should let go of, the things I should recycle, and in few cases some things I
should hold more dearly to my heart. It felt nice to face some of these topics
head on and finally release the claw-like grip I had on my life.
Sometimes you just need to let your
hair get tangled in the wind.
I've been utilizing
every creative outlet I have. I have all of these massive ideas that keep bombarding
my brain. I have so much want to be more then what I am and I need to find some
balance. I am a dabbler as it is; and I'm coming to the conclusion that I need
to focus on one project at a time. My work deserves my concentrated attention.
I've recently lost a good friend of mine and before we completely stopped
talking she hit me below the belt and told me that myself and my art
specifically are not taken serious by people.
I admit that it hurt
more then you could imagine (but I guess that was the point), not only
do I not have this person in my life anymore but, it
completely makes you question your creativity and passions. Everyone is
entitled to their own opinions and I will respect them whether they are
positive or not.
However, it did bring
my right brain to a screeching halt for a couple of weeks.
A couple more days
have passed since then and I've had much needed quality time with my best
friend and OH... so lovely roommate Rachel Barry. This girl really has no idea
how much she saves me time and time again. It's been seven years and I must say
these five months of 2013 have been the most trying for the both of us.
Luckily, we have each other to lean on in our times distress.
On to a better note..
What I AM sooooooo
excited for is Pensacola Pride! Every year I plan around this annual trip with
all my favorite friends and we camp out on the beach with thousands of gays
like myself and
p a r t y.
It is like something
out of a movie and the second I'm back home I start planning for the following
year. This year we have some newbies joining our festivities and I can NOT wait
till they see what they've gotten their selves into. :)
15 DAYS LEFT ON THE COUNT DOWN!
This photo pretty
much sums up the PG Version of our trip..
Of course our Kristy
Lee experience is always superb.
And sometimes you
might just end up sleeping on the beach and waking up to a sunrise if you're a
lucky one ;)
Le sigh... I will be
one happy camper.
Till next time
kittens..
-Lex
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